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Today has been one of those wake up every few hours and go back to sleep kind of days. For some reason my stomachs hurts extremely bad and there isn't anything I can do about it. Ashton's really starting to be more alert. It amazes me how he can pick up on things he's never been able to do before so quickly. Ohh and the noises he makes are soo cute. Christmas was pretty fun. Not as much traveling as I thought there would be. And it snowed. Andone who lives in Alabama knows this seeing any snow is super duper rare. I got kinect and I absolutely love it. The only problem is Eric likes to play his games all the time and when he's not playing I'm either cleaning the house or playing with Ashton. So I don't see myself getting to play very much unless we work some schedule out and ohh we will:) Ashton Got a ton of things. Toys, money, and clothes. We're pretty much set for a while. Eric got some cool stuff too. He bought most of the things he wanted for christmas before so I imagine shopping for him was a bit of a pain. Our tub foset is always running hot water and I have no clue how to fix it. So when we want to take a shower or something it's usually freezing cold. Not cute. I forreal wish I could magically lose all of this after pregnancy baby weight crap. I just want to be able to wear normal clothes and feel alright with myself for the first time in months. Yeah that would be nice. I should probably quit bitching about things like that. Anyways ts time for me to go clean.

Dkdjr;)

IT'S ALMOST CHRISTMAS:)) okay so I had to get that over with. Things have been pretty boring lately. I haven't really seen anyone for something cool to happen. Ashton's getting bigger and it seems like he's picking up on things fast. He picks his head up for short periods of time and looks at me when I talk to him. Ohh and I'm slowly losing all that weight. Only like 35 pounds to go. I'm so not happy with the way i look. Not to mention how my vagina feels sometimes. I'm sure everyone wanted to know about that. And how about my nonexisiting sex life at the moment. LAME!! I just got over some strange sickness. Crazy flu like thing. Anyways, I really wanna do something soon like ice skating or bowling. I'm pretty much just ready to get out of the house. And I'm sure ashton's grandparents would love to watch hi
for a while since that's all anyone talks about:) I'm so glad he's a good baby. His grunts are pretty cute and he never cries unless he has gas. Giving him a bath is pretty fun too. I cant wait for him to get a little bigger so he can play with the toys we got him for christmas. Well I guess I should be cleaning right now. I've almost gotten caught up on everything and eric's been helping. Fun stuff:))

It's been a while

So, my laptop has been broken for a while now. I had written a huge blog on my phone, but when I posted it nothing showed up. Yeah I was annoyed. Anyways, that's why I haven't been on. Tomorrow's my birthday. Maybe Ashton will decide to join the world then. If I don't go into labor before Monday morning I'll be induced. I feel like crap right now. We have a kitten now. It's pretty crazy but she's cute. And she keeps me company while Eric's at work. Right now I'm waiting for him to call but he won't get off work til real late. Pretty stupid that he'll have to be there at seven in the morning. We haven't really gotten any time to spend together lately other than going to doctor appoinments. Pretty lame right? I feel old because we've been going to bed at like seven or eight every night. Told you I don't feel good. And I'll probably take a nap while waiting on him. I've almost got the house completely clean. Seeing as in a few days I really won't have time to do it all. Look at me planning ahead. I had to get a certain person's number blocked from eric's phone. He asked me to do it and that made me really happy. Some people should know right from wrong and yeah he messed up some too, but at least now he's trying to fix everything. I'm so sick of the drama. I thought about sending her mother the pictures she sent but I figured I'd be the better person in all of this. Well time for that nap:)

Baby you amaze me.

Sitting at home has pretty much become my life. Not that I mind too much, but it would be nice to have the energy to go out once in a while without getting tired and pissed off. People can tell you they enjoy pregnancy all they want but when it comes to the last month or so you're so big you can barely move. And being young makes people stare at you way too much when you go out. I can't really complain a lot because my pregnancy has been pretty easy. Lets hope labor goes the same way. Eric recently got into a wreck. I'm so glad he's okay. Very lucky that we only stayed one night at the hospital and his injuries were minor compared to what they should have been. The whole thing was pretty tragic for me. I didn't know what was going on. Only that they were flying him to UAB and that his hip had been dislocated. They wouldn't say anything else and I assumed the worst. I'm guessing anyone would. He ended up with a fractured leg, broken ankle, small cut on his liver, road rash, burns, and bruised organs. Like I said it could have been much worse. I wouldn't be able to handle Eric not being here. I love him so much and I can't stand to even go a night without him. We finally came home last night after staying a week at his parents house. It was much easier for him to get around and there were no stairs. He's still limping around, but he's gotten a lot better. We'll see about his progress Wednesday, when he has his two week check-up.  I think they'll be surprised. Ashton's room is almost done. I feel bad for putting it off, but it seems like every time I want to go in there something comes up and I have to do something else. I did finally get all of his clothes washed and his bedding. Now it's about organizing. I'm sure everyone loves reading about me talking myself through doing something, because that's just awesome. I feel like there's so much I could rant about and I'm honestly trying not too. I do miss having friends always over and doing crazy things. I know that's all pretty much over seeing as I can't even stay up past twelve a.m. without being pissed off because I want to sleep. And once baby gets here there's no more being loud until hes old enough to stay with his grandparents and stuff. I have so many mixed feelings about being a mom.