life lately

dad got out of the hospital.
he still isnt feeling good.
and i know that honestly
things are just going to get worse.
i dont understand why
stuff like this happens
and good people suffer

eric's coming back around
we're taking things slow.
very slow.
i want to know that he's here for me.
not sex. not because i make stuff easy.
but because he loves me.

ashton loved mississippi.
and the beach.
he's 12 pounds now.
and 24" long.
he rolls over too.
i cant believe he's growing so fast.

i dyed my hair.
again.
black with pink at the bottom.
its cute:)

last night.
i hung out with jrowe and drew.
i havent seen either in a while.
we went to the mall.
and met up with ricky.
and a girl named nat.
she's pretty cool.
anyways.
it was super fun.

tonight.
eric and i are going to do something.
not sure what yet.
hope its funn:)

so so so :D

things have been pretty busy lately.
ashton's needing a lot more attention.
which is fine. i love playing with him.
dad has been in the hospital.
he passed out.
his blood count was super low.
he got four bags of blood.
some shots.
but he was released today:)
i'm in mississippi.
getting my hair did at the moment.
ashton loves the beach.

 

we didn't get in the water.

it was too cold.

plus ashtons way to young

but i'd stick his feet in it.

this summer is going to be amazing.
<3