life lately

dad got out of the hospital.
he still isnt feeling good.
and i know that honestly
things are just going to get worse.
i dont understand why
stuff like this happens
and good people suffer

eric's coming back around
we're taking things slow.
very slow.
i want to know that he's here for me.
not sex. not because i make stuff easy.
but because he loves me.

ashton loved mississippi.
and the beach.
he's 12 pounds now.
and 24" long.
he rolls over too.
i cant believe he's growing so fast.

i dyed my hair.
again.
black with pink at the bottom.
its cute:)

last night.
i hung out with jrowe and drew.
i havent seen either in a while.
we went to the mall.
and met up with ricky.
and a girl named nat.
she's pretty cool.
anyways.
it was super fun.

tonight.
eric and i are going to do something.
not sure what yet.
hope its funn:)