I found out christmas eve that my dads cancer has spread to his brain. No one decided to tell me when they found out. Maybe they forgot? Don't think so.

Eric and I are having a hard time spending time together. It's gotten better over the past few days. I hope things stay that way. We've always had our ups and downs. Relationships are always like that though right?

I realized that I surround myself with people by their flaws. I'm not exactly sure how to explain this but I will try my hardest. I fall in love with people's flaws. I always look for the worst things about a person. And after hanging out for a while I get very annoyed. And I don't want to be around them anymore. This is something I'd like to change about myself but I don't see it happening ever.