You know how you keep giving chances.
knowing that nothing will change.
but still hoping it will.
just so you can be happy.
the realizing that it won't.
and you aren't going to get that happiness.
the one that you long for.
Letting go of someone.
even if they always play games.
is the hardest.
but that's what is being done.
and I know, I know.
I'll get through this.
You just watch me.
And Ashton.
He'll be fine.
He needs a better parent.
a better role model than that.
So I'm throwing my feelings out the window on this one.
Moving on and I'll keep my head held high.
good for you babe! you know he will never change until he wants to change. i use to think i could change him and settle him down, especially with everything him and i went through, but i learned that that doesnt matter. nothing matters to him, not how much youve been through, not how much you love him, not anything. one day he will realize what he has lost. He lost you, a super beautiful girl with a super beautiful personality that has a super beautiful son with a growing personality. and you dont want your son around someone like that. Monkey see monkey do and you dont want your son to be a mind fucker like eric.
ReplyDeletei love you Amber and im sorry for ever talking to eric while you were with him. idk what i was thinking. i hope youve forgiven me all the way!
im always here for you if you want to talk, i know what youre going through more than anyone probably knows. you CAN get through this! =]]